I’m honestly so frustrated at Chris and myself for still thinking about this

Why do I get so attached to people so quickly?

Also, I’m incredibly frustrated at him  because, even though i felt so strongly for him I was not ready for a relationship, I just wanted something fun and casual and then we were in a relationship and it was putting too much stress on him to juggle everything happening in his life.

But now, apparently he wants something casual but not with me? Like, i have 100% doubt that his reasoning behind breaking up was so much more than “i just have so much going on and think you deserve someone who’s actually around” like guy, seriously.

And I’m frustrated at myself because I’m still thinking about him.  We broke up like, a month ago and I haven’t gone a day without thinking about him.  Like for real this is so annoying and I hate that I don’t let go fast enough